i don’t like who i’ve become. and i don’t know how to tell you. you would just think i’m being impossible.

it’s not vague if you know exactly what i’m talking about.

And he said it with a straight face too.

I wish you can understand me better sometimes

A friend asked me last night how could I put up with my BF’s cheap ways. Well you see, he isn’t the richest guy on earth. He’s a college student who pays for everything himself. He couldn’t get a loan for school so he pay for his tuition with a credit card on top of paying for everything else. He isn’t as lucky as many people who have mommy and daddy to give him money when he needs it. So yea, he needs to be careful with how he spends his money. And why shouldn’t he? He works harder than anyone i know to support himself. That makes him great in my eyes. So yea, i would love to be taken out to fancy dinners and get expensive gifts all the time, but i love him more. I know he tries to give me all of him by all the little things he does and i love him for that. And it’s not that i’m “putting up with it”, it’s learning to compromise and understand each other. That’s what a relationship is about. At least for me.